Our sweet boy passed 3 days ago while we were out of the country. How……..HOW will we ever forgive ourselves for not being there?? The guilt LITERALLY takes my breath away. There are no words to describe the pain we feel.
We were supposed to be there, holding you and loving on you until your last breath, instead all you heard were our voices on speakerphone thousands of miles away. We were the last faces you were supposed to see, instead you saw only strangers. You were supposed to pass in your favorite spot in the yard but instead you were in a cold hospital room. You were supposed to spend your last days in the comfort of your own home with your people but you were in a kennel wondering where we were.— in New York, NY, United States.
THIS is not how it was supposed to be!!! You gave us 13 amazing years and this is how it ended. My sweet boy, we failed you. I’m so so so sorry.
We are gutted, we are shattered, we are devastated, we are completely consumed with guilt, there are no words to describe this pain.
Please, please forgive us Jax, this is not the way we wanted you to leave us.
Rest in peace poochie, you will be loved and missed every single day we walk this earth.